It is sad just to think that there's no one cares for you. But it is even worst to handle the situation when people likes you. Can I just stay alone without being lonely? But theres a voice inside my head said "I want a man to make myself a woman, cause I'm tired of being a bitch by meeting half-cooked men". I am overly critical think about how things going and how I might contribute disappointment, neither in friendship nor relationship. I  adore cool-blooded woman.

And how irony. Architect who designed up to 15 million bucks bungalows cant even buy a medium cost property and not even eligible to buy a low cost property.